It Will Always Just Be Me

Hey all!

It's just me! I had a pretty good weekend. Spent all of it talking to slasher_chick and playing Sims2 with her. I'm still talking to her on MSN, too. The only other thing I've done today besides hygenical things and basic needs is that I went to church tonight. Had a singing night with a birthday/anniversary potlach following. Slasher_chick and I stayed outside in the graveyard most of the time working on an RPG and eating. It was fun. Even though we spilled food/drinks all over ourselves, lol.

Sims2 IS much better. Can't wait to get it.

Tomorrow is the last day of try-outs for basketball. I really hope I'll make it. I'm kind of sure I will though, if my asthma doesn't kill me first. Even though I didn't get to try-out for more than a few minutes on Friday because "...You have to have your Physical forms done and signed to try out..." and the school nurse was slomped with other kids trying out (mostly younger players), so that wasn't that fun. The nurse called me a strange cookie because I've had strange alements at strange points in time for people my age and because I'm so sick. I did do pretty good the little bit I got to play though.

Two months from today is my birthday. Whoo! Go me! I'm ten months into my age today. Whoop! And Prisoner of Azkaban comes out in like a month and a half. Whoop! School!Sirius and School!Remus slashy funness in an RPG when it comes out and slasher_chick and I get it, WWWWWWHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D heh, lol, I have problems. ;)

Only two more days of school until a glorius ten days off. *relieved sigh* So wonderful...especially if I have a C or above in Algebra.....*sigh*

Today did have it's down part though. Today was when I finally took a look at my brother's death certificate. It all came hitting me again as it was in black and white, like a tidal wave. It didn't help much seeing some of the stuff I got from him in my room right after I read it. I went outside unannounced, and I think I might've worried slasher_chick a little with the whole ordeal. The crying/dissapearing/etc. I couldn't help it though. He is/was my brother. My favorite one in fact. I miss him so much...

Picture:

http://images.google.com/images?q=SiriusLupinSnapshot&ie=UTF-8&hl=en
Ok, I couldn't get the full sized picture to show up on my computer, but maybe you can. I LOVE this picture, but I'm not entirly sure why...

Some Stories:

Behind the Masks
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1874525/1/
Summary: All he wanted was to be a hero, HER hero. He wanted to sweep her off her feet, hold her close when she was scared, keep her warm when she was cold. The dream was one that put Draco to sleep at night. And maybe, just maybe he could be Hermione's hero.
Pairing: Draco/Hermione
Comments: Okay, I know this sounds really corny and dumb, especially since it's a songfic for a D/Hr story, but I promise, this has to be one of the very best "Harry Potter" stories I've ever read. It is awesome. Please read it, and tell me what you think about it! And no, I didn't write it. Pensive Puddles did. Is very much angsty though.

Stop All the Clocks
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1863259/1/
Summary: The memorial service for Sirius that JK should've written. Remus leads you through as he bids his friend and lover a peaceful rest.
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Comments: This is also one of the best HP stories I've read. It's very angsty, and bittersweet. I really do love it though. Written by the talented Athena's Wiccan-Wolf.

Two Men and A Harry
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1813412/1/
Summary: In a world where Sirius never went to Azkaban, two-year-old Harry is in the care of his godfather, and Remus. One day Sirius decides to put some shelves up...the Muggle way! As if Remus didn't already have his hands full coping with Harry-the-toddler.
Comments: This is absolutely hilarious!!!!! Has one or two bittersweet moments, but mostly is just cute, sweet, and very much realistic (in the good way!). Wonderful read. Written by Invisibabe.

Well, I have tons more I could give you, but it's getting late, so see ya later. Good bye!

Love ya,
Moonhead

Hullo!

Well, yesterday was not good. I got in a shouting fight with slasher_chick (check out her LJ!), then thoughts of some family problems and a rehitting of the realization of my brother's death and I just felt horrible. So I told the teacher I was going to the bathroom, went there, and I stayed in there crying for all but 10 minutes of the class. I forced myself not to skip all of class. I was disheartened as no one came to look for me, and I had been gone about 40 minutes. Once I got in there, the student teacher was like, "Where you in here at the beginning of class, I don't remember?" That kind of made my school day, but the afternoon was better. I spent most of it with slasher_chick's mom, and talking to her.

Nothing much happened today, but I was left all alone. Slasher_chick was in team I.S.D. (isd, except in a core-teacher's room), Amber didn't want to talk to me, and all of my friends from the different groups were busy with their groups so I was stuck alone. I mean, I actually did MATH during LUNCH, my only free time during the day, heh.

I did learn two things today though! You know how all those gitl-teen magazines talk about how you should have a friend from all of the groups and one or two best friends, and all will be good? Well, I learned that's not true! I am exactly like that (except I was like that before I started reading those magazines), and I was STILL left alone. Oh well. The other thing, yes. Okay, I learned that John Kerry's current wife was his girl friend before he divorced his ex. I learned that in science! I wonder if it'll come up in state testing...lol.

Try-outs for basketball are tomorrow and Monday. I just found out I have astma. My Advair isn't working that well yet, and I still am pretty sick. I hope everything will go okay, and I won't passout because of an astma attack or something. Oh well, I'll just hope for the best and pray!

Cool pics (sorry, I'm obsessed with the Maruaders at the moment! Especially Sirius and Remus! and have been for a while *COUGH* lol):

http://viktormalena.free.fr/tuniverses/image/sirius_harry.jpg
Aww, Sirius is comforting a scared little Harry! Awwww! (im actually not sure if that's slash or not. if it is, don't flame me, coz i hate that pairing, it just looks like an innocent lil piccy to me...)

http://www.nocturnalsoldier.org/Tealin/confrontation.jpg
heh, DIE, PETER, DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *growl* Actually, I don't like how Remus is drawn in this, but it's ok.

http://www.technoangel.net/marauders/calendar/december2003-800x600.jpg
Weird looking sorta, but for some deranged reason I like it.

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Hopefully next time I update I'll put on my personal faves! I have to go eat dinner now, so yeah. Thanks for everything, and I should be adding a story soon.

Love ya,
Moonhead